I would so that I could recognize the bullying that I went through as soon as I went to high school. I didn’t realize what was happening and that it wasn’t just people being mean, they were actively bullying me and it caused around 90% of the issues I have to deal with now as an adult. If I could go back, I’d go to a different school or ask to swap classes and the ones I was in at that time had none of my friends in it but all of the people who bullied me in it. I’d realize when they were being cruel under the guise of being nice to get a laugh out of my naivety, I’d stand up for myself, I wouldn’t let them see me cry.
I definitely would I’m gay and I’m still not out to my family and I grew up in a really emotionally abusive and dysfunctional household. And I was also bullied quite a lot well I was in school. I think that I would definitely love to go back and undo something mistakes that I’ve made and handle myself and certain situations better that I regret not being able to do over. & I feel like with my current knowledge I will be able to handle certain people better than I did when I was a kid and I would be more aware of situations that I put myself in because I just didn’t know any better because I was young. I just think it would be nice to redo those situations in a different way and see what the outcome would have been if I had known that what I know now. Also even though I’m not out to my family I’m out to everyone else and I’m more confident with myself being gay and I think it would be interesting to see what my life would have been like if I have been confident about being gay from a young age.