You really need to turn off CNN “OMG If I complain about a brown person’s order they’ll get murdered” that doesn’t happen anywhere in the US. Stop listening to those fearmongers. Do you want Trump’s America? Actually look at the diversity of a Trump rally, seriously. No one gets attacked for their skin color there. In fact, the only skin color attacks I’ve ever seen are from psychos online asking people to check their white privilege.
Stop drinking the Koolaid for your own sanity, hopefully, someday you stop feeling like it’s so necessary to be afraid of everything. Consider this, everything you have seen in the news that’s out of 330 ish million people so let’s say you are right and it is related to race, that’s a massive minority in a country of 330 million people the percentage chance of you picking a person at random in the US from 2019 that was a black unarmed person killed by police was 0.0000009%. That includes people who were fighting back too.