I get ya. Some people find emotional release in allowing themselves to engage with those negative emotions in the “safe space” of music. Just pushing your emotions aside and ignoring them doesn’t really make them go away it just pushes your eventual breakdown to another time. It’s why your Literature teacher used to go on about catharsis.
Buy it: Good Cool Merry Christmas Quarantine Dabbing Santa Shirt
That’s exactly the song I had in mind. And “Hardest Thing” by 98 Degrees. The guy is looking for sympathy for breaking up with his mistress. Sam Hunt’s “Single for the Summer” about sneaking out at night and creeping on his girl because the rich tourist girls are just too tempting and won’t break up with her because “I know when September comes I’ll remember how much I love her.” So many.